I Often Wonder About Myself...

Friday, May 17


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ok! So here I am in Orlando for the next week. Is that a good thing? Not sure yet.....but I'll let ya know in due time. I recently noticed something about life. As my dear friend Randy once said.....*you are the richest poor person i know* And it was true. I had digital cable my new furniture, dsl, webcam, all the perks!!! My cable got shut off, i can't afforsd the dsl anymore and I may have to move back to orlando when my lease is up! Life will give you all this good stuff and make you happy, but then it just gets yanked out of your life! UHG! Oh well.....well, i figured I'd write seeing as how I haven't in a while....But for ow i am going to go hang out with my daddy! :)
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~MelissA~

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Saturday, May 4


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Must Clerify One Thing

I can't stand him because he has a cow about me crying! I need to cry sometimes and I don't feel like waiting for something really bad to happen to someone or myslef to do it! So HA! I wanna cry and I am going to! Well, I have been....guess I'll continue now.....

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Well, I was doing really good with writing all the time....What happened? Oh well, i had the strangest day! It all started at like 1 am. I had to go to walmart and do some shopping. I walk in the door and there is a boat sitting in the middle of the damn lobby! I looked at it, looked again, and went *HUH??!!* So I do my shopping and go to the check out line *after a few heated discussions with someone...Clears throat* and there is a yellow mustang convertable next to the checkout line at the other door!! By now, I was waiting to see a plane or something. So we get home, I have BJ and J goes to open the door into the house. He steps back, puts down the bags and says don't move! I was all like ok?.....He picks up a tree branck and chucks it at the door. I figured there was a big spider or something there. So I move up a little and say what is it.....no answer....HELLO!? It's a snake...ok...A WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOO, he starts throwing stuff at it and telling it shew...teah, that helped. Eventualy the snake went away. But i was all freaked out. My dogs had to go out and I just looked at them and said. Don't ask me. lol So I am all depressed. My great aunt has cancer again. On another note! A friend of mine is letting his ex move in with him because she split up with her man. Hmmmmmm? Can anyone else guess what he's probably thinking? I can't talk about this now! lol Why is it that my friends are better friend to others than me? Why is it when I need someone, when I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on, no one is there? They are too busy helping others. This is why I should just give up and become a completely heartless bitch! UUHHGG!! I hafta go now. I need to cry and I am doing it alone. AND! I hafta do it before Josh gets home so I don't hear the whole why are you crying thing again!!!! I can't stand him!
~MelissA~

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