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Monday, March 25


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So I have been in a shit load of pain the past few days.......But I woke up this morning and the swelling in my gums was substantially redused to almost nothing! Not for nothin....but, i feel good!

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Sunday, March 24


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Ok! I haven't written anything in a long time! LOL Well, Thursday we went to Orlando for the day. We had to go to the store and pick up a few things for dinner and I got a pacl of gum......I was vigerously chewing away when one of my teeth started to hurt, REALLY bad! It got worse as the day went on. When we got home I started to look up dentists in my area. Friday morning I started to call them. I went to one and she said I had a bad infection and she had to pull the tooth. I really didn't care at this point, I just wanted the pain to go away. She gave me 3 needles full of the famous novacaine, but the tooth wouldn't numb! So she decided that attempting to pull the tooth while I was already in pain was a good idea! What an idiot! So here I am bleeding and in more pain while tears are flying out of my eyes. She says that I have to go see an oral surgeon on Monday. Well the girl at the front desk made a call and got me in ASAP. I went over and he gave me more numbie stuff and eventually got the tooth out. Only thing is, now it's a surgical extraction! Turns out, I had an extra root in there. and the other two were nice and snug. So in the midst of pulling, he perferated my sinus! Which isn't uncommon. So now I am on a lot of happy pills and nicely medicated for nausia, infection, and pain. My face was 10 times it's size and has subsided to about 3 times. lol I have had one hell of a week! I love this oral surgeon guy! He personally called me lastnight to make sure I was alright! When was the last time a doctor called you? No a nurse, a doctor!? That was sweet, so I called to ask about my sinus today and thanked him. :) OH YEAH!!! I lost 13 pounds! I am down to 100 even! It's kinda scarey! I don't fit into anything and I wasn't trying to do it! Now I have to go shopping for shorts and jeans! Plus I can wear my clothes from before i was pregnant....lol For now I must go, I added some things to my web pages. go check 'em out! Link is on the top! BBye everyone
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~Melissa~

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Monday, March 11


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!!!Mel's Dream Guy!!!
My dream Guys needs to be caring, have a big heart, not be afraid to cry. He's got to want to cuddle !!! And he cannot be a nimpho! I don't want a guy that constantly bugs me for sex! That is important. I want someone that will accept me for me, love me with all my illnesses, and have the desire to take care of me. Mind you! I don't need to be taken care of...I'ts just a good thought.

He has got to love kids! Even when they aren't his. He needs to be understanding, and when I have a tummy ache or something in the morning...when he comes home he should ask how I feel. Even if I look better. My perfect guy, kisses me and holds me out of the blue. He wants to be near me all the time. He calls me from work, or leaves me cute little notes around the house...:)<--- just to make me feel special! Well...I dunno what else I want! I am not too picky am I ??? Oh well, leave a cute little comment or something...Love you guys!!!!!
~MelissA~

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Sunday, March 10


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So , i haven't played ewith my template...Bur maybe i will...I do have to reformat my hard drive this week....stupid computer!!!!

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Monday, March 4


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Alrighty then! I have a new friend in town! ANyways.......I am so very bored! I have nothing really to do! I am so bored that I am ready to go play with the codes and tags on my blog template! lol Bored not desperate...lol...Oh well Maybe I take some pics and throw up on the web. Wish I had more to talk about! LOL BBye all
Melissa~

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Sunday, March 3


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Well do I have stuff to tell! I joined this website club thing...Clubmom.com wich will eventually be added to my links up top. I was in dire need of mother to mother contact with people me own age. No offense to all my buds out there or my valued readers (lack there of) but I don't have any friend my age with kids! And ya know what!? I met a few people that really have their shit together! I thought, for the longest time, that I was one of the only teen/young moms that was this maternaly mature. I met a local girl who is 22 and she has a baby about a year younger than my BJ. Well anyways, she is cool and a good person and a good mom. I feel like a hipocryt ( <---? ) sayong it, but truely how many other people have you known of to get their stuff together and take responsability for the child they brought into this crazy world?

I am not trying to sound like the worlds only level headed young mom, because I'm not, not the only and not all that level headed. When it comes to Branden my world changes and so does my maturity level. I am a mom and thats that. I didn't loose any adulecents, or miss out on anything at all. When I need a break I can name 10 people who would take BJ for a couple of hours. Granted most of them live in the Orlando area, but it's true. I have friends even if I say I don't, I do! I just don't have anyone to relate to on this level. I had this dream, I thought that I would have a friend for life that would always live near by and we would get married and have kids and always be around eachother. It didn't happen and I'm not upset, but come on! I am completely socialy secluded! Now I'm not, but I was...Better go for now...TTYL!! wish me luck with my hunt for more moms my age !lol
~MelissA~

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Friday, March 1


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Well then! I had an interesting weekend! Yes, I said weekend. My weekends are on Wed. & Thur. I know some of you will not want to hear this so bear with me. I got the worst period I have ever had!!!!!!! Along with the worst emotional episode! But I am all better today! lol So anyways.....

We went and looked at houses lastnight. Found 2 or 3 that I called about today. brb

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO My baby just called from work! One of our fav. comedians will be down at the improv in March!!!!! Guess what I'm doing! I am so happy! ANywho...Gotta go tell everyone! bbye
Melissa

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