I Often Wonder About Myself...

Tuesday, April 23


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OK! So yeah. I am totaly relaxed right now. I had a nice hot bubble bath and candels and smelly stuff and...wow...maybe i'll have another! lol OK. I woke up this morning only to find I had to reformat my hard drive yet again. then reinstall everything! Believe it or not, I was pooped! I had gotten so frustrated at the damn thing, I completely lost track of time! zbut now my PC works. I had to run off and get norton utilities the other night because I found a virus on my pc. but get this!!!! with my luvk that is!!!! Norton doesn't have a vaccine for the love letter virus. This is why i reformatted and no long have the issues. But i feel safe now. I have my firewall and antivirus! YAY! So anyways...thats my daily hell story! TTFN
~M~

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Friday, April 19


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Today's subject.....Men!

Why are men all pervs? Why do they think they can get away with everything? Or is this just me? I am really sick and tired of men/boys acting like they are God's gift to women! I must admitt....I am a big softy, a push over, a DUMBASS! So recently I stopped being like that to Josh. He really pisses me off sometimes, ok, all the time! However! He has been helping out more around the house, but then he expects something in return. That is not the way a relationship works! My friend once told me about her and her hubby...It went something like this: *what the hell did you do that tired you so much*~hubby
*is your son fed, clothed, clean and well taken care of, are there dishes piled up in the sink? I think not* ~ her

Thats what I am talking about! Right there! Classic example of a man! Men think that women have it so easy, they think if we stay home all we do is sleep and be lazy. That is so not true. Yeah, there are some days when I let things go, but not because I am too lazy *sometimes* it's because I am having the time of my life teach and playing with my 2 year old. And let me tell ya somethin! That kid will rape you of your energy and strength! lol He is so cute though...

Ok, On a lighter note! lol All my bills *minus credit cards* are caught up and paid in full.!!!!! I am so excited! I can go get some new shorts now! Oh yeah! Thats another story! My weight has completely been messin with me. I noticed that the tightest jeans I had were falling off me, so I go to Publix and get on the scale, only to find out I had lost 5 #!!! So I go back every few days and I keep dropping pounds! I lost, in total, 15# I went down to 95......Finaly! lol I haven't been under 100 in about 3 years now! lol I wasn't fat, I just couldn't get rid of the extra stuff I got when I was pregnant. So now I am back down to my normal weight for my height. Yes. I am rather....how should I say this?.....verticaly challenged. There ya go...lol...Well I better get goin and do All my mom stuff. A 20 year old talking about mom stuff....wow....
Love ya'll
~M~

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Wednesday, April 17


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my new favorite song happens to be........


Alicia Keys, How Come You Don't Call Me

I keep your picture beside my bed
And I still remember everything you said
I always thought our love was so right
I guess I was wrong
Always thought you'd be by my said, Papa
Now you're gone
And I'm not trying to hear that shit

What I wanna know baby
If what we had was good
How come you don't call me
Anymore

Still light the fire on a rainy night
(You didn't think that did ya)
I still like it better when you're holding me tight
Everybody said, everybody said
That we should never part
(yeah, we looked kinda good together)
Tell me baby baby baby
Why you wanna go and break my heart

All I wanna know is baby
If what we had was good
How come you don't call me
Anymore

Sometimes it feels like
I'm gonna die
If you don't call me, Papa
Oooh ya got to try
Will get down on my knees
Hoping you please, please
Call

Won't ya call me sometime papa
Why on earth can't you just pick up the phone
You know I don't like to be alone
Why?
Why must you torture me

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