I Often Wonder About Myself...
Monday, May 3
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Wondering aimlessly through this thing called life....
Ok, so anyrate, I have been like messed up for a week now. I am getting migraines on a nightly basis, wow, such fun that is! Branden is getting so big! I cannot believe he will be 4 this month! OMG. I swear it feels like yesterday that the nurses at St. Mary's put him on my tummy and said here's your son. Next year he will be in elementry school! And Alicia is going to be 1!! I am so depressed. No one told me you will get bumbed out every year as your kids get older.
I have been having a somewhat good day! The kids have been relatively quiet so I have been in my room organizing the dresser and putting aay laundry. Next I have to tackle the kids' room.....AAAHHHH!!! Alicia is cutting her 4th tooth and man is she bitchy about it. Oh yeah! I have to rant!
So Josh's mom calls us like 2 months ago reminds us of his dad's hip replacement. She says she would like to meet her grandaughter before she turns one. Well, when she failed to use her name is when I was all like HELL NO! For those of you lacking psych knowledge, when people refer to others in the family as *my son, my grandchild, my .....* you get it, that is their little way of controling the situation. They think as l;ong as the do not voice the fact that the person does not *belong* to them, then in their mind they do. Anyrate. She neevr calls back until Jim is going in for his operation. She tells Josh to call him and wish him good lick or something like it. Josh was all like NO.
So I am so fed up with them. When she realizes that Alicia and Branden have names, then maybe I will allow her a glance. But the bitch put me in preterm labor by pushing me down when I was pregnant! I really don't want to subject Alicia to that type of psychosis. i feel bad enough that BJ had to go thru it.......
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