I Often Wonder About Myself...

Sunday, April 11


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*UnFat*

~Well, I do believe my current mood/attitude will somehow ruin Easter. I managed to ruin every other big day in the past year. so why not this one!? We have $20 to our name. BJ needs diapers or pull ups and we dont have any Easter dinner. I figured I would be able to go get some chicken or something but that's not going to happen. Mom got invited to Tom's mom's house for dinner so she is covered. In the meantime..........

I am sitting here starving myself trying to become *unfat* again. Mom now weighs less than I do. And I really don't want to hear any of the "You have 2 kids" BS b/c that's not why and it gets old. I am overweight for my hieght, not by much at all, only like 3-5 lbs/ but still! I have never had an issue with my weight, and it REALLY bothers me.

BJ loved his basket and Ali loved her toys. So that is the only real good thing coming out of this day..... for now. It could be worse though. One of the guys upstairs from me got called for duty, (Marines) and leaves today. How screwed up is that? I guess I should call mom and see if she wants to have the egg hunt at her place. Tah for now~

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