I Often Wonder About Myself...
Wednesday, May 26
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*Sobbing Loudly*
Well, Alicia's birthday came and went. I haven't updated b/c I feel like if I write about it then it really did happen. But I can't ignore it forever now can I. I cannot believe it has been a year already!!!
It's like I blinked and she was sleeping all night, then babbling, then crawling, talking, etc......... I am creepin up on my 1 year no *Aunt Flow* aniversery or something. Yep, that's it. No more kids! I should probably be somewhat happy about this. But I think that's what makes watching Alicia grow up so fast is so painful. I know I will never do it again!
But that's what grandkids are for. I get to spoil them rotten and watch my kids get as pissed off at me as I get at my mom. LOL Oh I don't know. Well anyways. I guess I should go and color or something. Yeah yeah yeah..... I still color. Mom says it's theraputic! ROFLMAO!!! No It's b/c I am not 44 I am 23 in a 10 y/o state of mind.
I finaly realiz4ed why I never had a lot of friends as a kid. I was coloring in Branden's play house thingie, and I gave him a marker and told him to color a certain spot a certain color. Well, he starts to color and goes out of the line. So I told him to be careful and to stay in the lines. He's all like....ok, whatever. So he keeps going and ends up coloring a pink part green and I am all like no, gimme the marker! And it hit me. Not only do I treat him like my little bro rather than my son, but....this is why I played with the boys who didn't color. We played football and beat the living shit out of each other.
I am so not right!!!!
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