I Often Wonder About Myself...
Sunday, October 12
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..........Daily Dilema Is..........
I miss my sissy! I feel like utter shit b/c I told her I was going to try and come see her this weekend but we have a meeting on Sunday with some internet business thingie! This completely sucks b/c when we went to Orlando I figured the whole thing would be completely rotten! But I got pregnant.........and I never thought that e and Manda~Panda would ever be this close again. So with that.....when I called and we started hanging out again I didn't give it muvh thought. Then when I moved, I actually missed Orlando! WTF!!!!!!! How messed up is my little head?
So here I sit, typing away, bored out of my mind, and sissyless!!! *sobs loudly*
On another note. I got done feeding Alicia tonight and she fell asleep, I put her in her playpen and gave her a little kiss, I then walked into Branden's room and said to myself *awww, my little angel boy* I sat on the end of his bed and cried for like 5 minutes. Just praying and thanking God for these two *our only two* beautiful children.
Recently my bestest bud lost her little angel, it hit us all really hard. But it's ironic. The way it worked is I found out she was preggers the day after my hysterectomy. I can no longer have kids, and then she lost one right after that! So while I am still mourmning the loss of all our future children, she is doing the same for her one. I swear she is like my twin. Ya know, that whole twing thing? Weird, huh?
Well, I have a nice fun busy day ahead of me!!! I need to get a new cellie! Someone help me!
Lots 'o' Love To Ya,
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