I Often Wonder About Myself...

Friday, October 10


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Ok, Here we go again!

I feel like some sort of Suzie Home~Maker over here! LOL I have been making scrapbooks for the kids, which is cool, but come on! That and I cook and clean and all that BS. But I guess that's what being a SAHM is all about :)

Alicia decided to babble so much yesterday she lost her voice lastnight. I felt bad but it was kinda funny......She was trying to babble when she woke up from her night nap and it came out all horse and crackly. She looked at me like *mom? what's goin on here?* She went back to sleep some after that one. Branden on the other hand! LOL He actually went to sleep lastnight! YAY! I don't know how many of you know this but he has been testing me a lot lately. He will sit up in his room and not go to sleep until like 11 or 12! Really was pissin' me off for a while. Then I realized that the more I got mad the more he had fun doing it. So I would just go in there every 20 minutes and tell him to go to sleep, all nice and calm. I didn't let him know I was upset or anything. So I messed with him the other night.

Wed. night we took him to Wal*Mart and got home at like 11:30. I changed him and put him down and he was out withing 15 minutes. Then he slept until 11:30 yesterday!
!!!SWEETNESS!!!

Anyrate! Do you guys ever feel like you need to prove yourself to anyone? I bring this up because I heard someone say that they felt the need to do this. Josh once told me that if anyone ever asked him to do that then he would know it was a situation he shouldn't be in b/c no one should ever say that to you. I took that and pondered. He was right! Who the hell would make you prove yourself to them?! I have gone my whole life hearing parents tell their kids that they have to prove themselves, i was never told that.....Why would you say that to your kids? To me, that is degrading. That's just telling them that you are bigger and better than they are and they need to catch up to you. They will in their own time, not when you tell them to. So let me ask this of you all......Please don't ever feel that you have to prove yourself to anyone in your life. If that's what they need you to do, then they aren't worth the time and effort. You are all better than that, and deserve better....

Well, that was my motivational rant of the day....I will be around on aim and all that crapola today!
!!Love Ya's!!

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