I Often Wonder About Myself...
Sunday, February 17
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So boredom has finally taken over my life!!!!!
I cleaned I am going to cook and then other day I did everything I wanted to! I have been feeling a little more human lately. I think the cronic fatigue has temporarily subsided! lol I wish! I just get these energy bursts I haven't gotten in at least 3 years!
I used to do it all! I played softball, rollerbladed, did the basketball thing, *till I realized I would never dunk* danced while I sang, I did everything for myself! And now I only hope and pray that when I wake up I have the energy to get out of bed and turn on the coffee pot. It's sad sometimes but I think my family is trying to make it hard for me so I am distracted. I don't have a lot of help and not many poele offer, so with that I am forced to do it all alone. Which in a way is good! Ya see, I have to be forced to do my daily activities or I'll never do them, I'll sit around on the couch and wish I didn't feel pain. I end up doing that at the end of the day, but It's nothing like when I was 18.
When Branden was an infant it was so easy!!!!! I slept all the time *because he did too* and I had nothing to do, so I rested Like i'm supposed to. But now that he's a toddler.......I have to be awake from 9am till I get everything done and crash. Life is hard but don't ever believe what people say about have a baby.......Your life is NOT over, you will go to the movies, and you will sleep at night. Either that or I have the bestest baby in the WORLD!!!!! I love being a mom and I wouldn't trade that for anything....EVER! And I would never do something different so that the outcome wouldn't be the same. Yeah, it's hard at times, but It is so awsome to be called mom.
Well thats all for now!!!!!!!!!
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