I Often Wonder About Myself...
Tuesday, October 2
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I just read a blog that is so freakin true! Annie, you are awesome! We all end up waking up one morning and feeling like we have a choice that was never offered to us. I was 16 when it happened. I felt knew for once in my life that I didn't have to live up to everyone's expectations. I knew I had the right to live my life the way I wanted to. Most of you know I took it to the furthest of extremes, but i ended up happy. If I would have continued to listen to my father *who put me down on a daily basis* I would not be where I am, my son would not be here. I would still be stuck in a room with my now 9 year old sister. I would still be playing mother to someone I grew to hate because of *the mommy role* I played. But because I chose a path in my life that was painful at first I love Kearstin with all my heart and love to call over there just to talk to her and see how she is. We all have choices, we all reach a fork in the road at some point in our lives. In fact we reach many of them. Eventhough the choices and forks are there many of us choose to ignore them or be oblivious to the fact that they ever appeared. I can remember ignoring some and choosing some. One of my choices was to stay a Catholic or not. I explored my choices, I went to different churches, but I never felt complete with them. I didn't get much out of it. This is why i am havng my son Baptised in a Catholic church. When he is older he will face a fork in his road of life, and that fork will allow him to choose to stay with Catholisism (is that a word) or go a different route. No matter what we coose our friends and family will back us 100%, even if they don't approve at first they will learn to accept our choices. That is why they are family. I don't care how old you are or how comtroling you are, you always LEARN and ACCEPT the paths in life. Annie, thank you for inspiring me to write. Ans thank you for being a good friend. I luv Ya!
Luv You All,
~M~
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