I Often Wonder About Myself...
Saturday, November 8
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Time To Vent.........
I finished the most recent Harry Potter book.....Now I have to wait God knows how long to read the next one.
Next on my list...
My Mom, She is constantly making me feel like a bad mom! She thinks I yell at Branden too much and hides behind his ear problems. Well guess what. He is not deaf! I am sorry if I don't want him playing with things he knows he is not allowed to play with. Sorry if I have told him a hundred time not to do something and he knows not to do it but does it anyways! I DO NOT want him to turn out like me! Mom was so slack with me that when she did say no to one thing or another I got pissed off, retaliated, and eventually learned how to minipulate her. I am NOT proud of this mind you. I just don't want BJ to be catered to his whole life and when someone (me or not me) says no to him, he gets pissed and ends up being a vendictive little shit head. But then when I miss something she is so quick to say *Melissa stop him! He'll break his neck* or something like that. I am so sick and tired of people telling me how to raise my family. I know mom screwed up with me and is trying to make it right thru them, but get off it already people,. This is MY family and not YOURS. You had your shot and now it's my turn. I will never, ever leave my children with Josh's mom nor will they eevr see her for more than a few minutes at a time. She completely fucked her relationship up with my family because she is a controling troll! I really got tired of her. I told her a million times to leave my family to me, but her stubbourn, pigheaded attitude got the best of her, as if she were challenging me, seeing how far I would let her go. How chilish is that? BJ doesn't even do that crap anymore! But I have a issue with it. My mom is my mom and I will take her telling me shit because in a way I am supposed to. She can talk down to me and adbvise me how to do things but that is what she does, she doesn't demand I change my ways with my chilren, nor does she spank, yell, or raise them for me. She turns to me on what to do with my kids....even at her house! Take that you troll bitch.......(lynn)
Ok, I think I'm done now
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