I Often Wonder About Myself...
Friday, December 28
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so my new favorite songs are the theme to Ali by R-Kelly and blurry by puddle of mudd...just thought I'd share that tid bit of info....
I am sucha a mom!!!! i was at my dads the other day and my sister came out to greet us, well the first thing i did was look down at her feet and yell at her for not habing and socks or shoes on in the cold...she started to head in as my stepmom came out and yelled the exact thing at her!
On the other hand...I had to yell at my own kid today. he has this thing that when he's mad or I'm trying to get him to do something he hits me! HE ACTUALLY RAISES A HAND AND SWINGS AT ME!!!!!!!! So I yelled NO really loud and he started crying! I felt like sucha bitch but I know that if he hits me he'll hit someone else and that is not cool! I can see it now.
*Uh yes, Mrs. Crystle? Can you come down to the school and get your son? He hit a student and a teacher*...
Whats a girl to do?! When I was little my mom stayed home with me and my daddy was the bad guy but I am the good guy, the bad guy, the bitch that makes me take naps and the evil diaper changer! When my dad was home I never understood the whole "daddy has been working leave him alone" thing, so I was always in trouble with him. All I know is that Branden will nderstand one day. He'll understand that I had all the bases covered and I did what was best, he'll know that I am not perfect and that I tried and gave him all I had. And I do, i give him EVERYTHIGN!!!!! I give him my energy my naps my food my love, my affection.......everything. And that makes me feel good...i love being his mother i love being around him even wqhen he is in the worst of moods! Don't ask why but I think it makes me stronger. It helps a lot, it helps me to bve a more patient person.
With that I will end this babble session......I love you all and hope you guys have a great new Year...by the way........ moms bday is new years eve!
Love,
~M~
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