I Often Wonder About Myself...
Thursday, November 8
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*What You Love To Do*
Oh No!!!
Re-blogger is down again:( What happened?!?! Anyways... I was told by someone I don't even know that I should wite for *me*... SO that's what I should do. This isn't a place to be a goof *well yeah it is 'cuz thats me* but I should write for me...
Sometime I feel neglected... But only sometimes. I have this huge work load and not a whole lot of help... But ya know what??? It doesn't bother me as much as you would think. Tim *my friend* asked me a few weeks back if being a mom this young was hard. Well, my answer was a simple *no* folloed by a lot of built up love and affection that I haven't been letting out... that I didn't even know was there!!!
I love being Branden's mom! And I love being at home when he does the sweetest and cutest things in the world. If I did what everyone wanted... I would be missing out on so much of my son's growing. I know I am a strong person inside. I know that no matter what, as long as I get at least 5 minutes to myself a day, I will be fine:) Because I am doing what I love to do... Write and take care of my family:)
People look at me and frown, they can't believe what I do, they think I am a loser and yet, at the same time think I am a wack-job for staying home with a toddler. All I have to say to them is that I feel kinda the same towards trhem. Take Annie for example... I could never leave my family and be *ALONE* at a place where I have never been before, expected to be on my own and be a grown up, yet a kid... Which is odd because that's what I do... But from a whole other perspective. I do what I do because that is who I am, Annie does what she does because that's her! College? Not now, later, and ay a much slower pace. I know what I am doing and I am going back to school. I will be attending a community college near home for 2 years and then moving on. But I am waiting for Branden to get older... like kindergarden age, that way I can go when he's gone and be with him when he's home.
I don't know if I've told you this but I dispise day cares. I saw my sister go through them and I would never do that to my child. If anyone reads this I want to thank you and say I am blessed to have friends like you and that I hope you are all doing what you love to do.:):) Keep your heads up and keep smilin... *It looks good on ya*!!!
~Melissa~
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